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12月又过半 怎么2013又要结束
觉得2013的上半年比下半年更加动力满满
应该在成为大学生的时候好好写点东西记下来的
怎么说也是熬了20年才熬成大学生
虽然早就没有大学生应该有的阳光朝气和稚嫩
只有倚老卖老的份儿

3号回家之后就活在一个不知道怎么描述的世界
晚上睡觉的时间越推越迟
导致隔天睁眼就是下午
这就是在热带小岛都没有过的记录

晚上的时候常常是大人们在外面看电视
我在里面看电脑
除了想看电脑以外
更准确地说
是为了避免他们反反复复地问一些我不想回答的问题
当然有的时候我实在答不上来
生活所在的时间和空间都不一样
这样的差异也没什么可说
是很难理解的状况吧

只是这样不知不觉过去的假期好像也很快要到头
course bidding之前就要看学什么
当然最重要的是
先平安度过result release的平安夜

收到Prof Ben的邮件大概是一个礼拜之前 也许更早
煽情的标题叫做farewell from cs1010s
即使在coursemology做mission做得想把电脑屏幕砸了
不得已半夜给他发邮件告诉他我实在没法睡觉因为最后一道题的private test把我卡死然后得到他两分钟内的答复
满屏幕python shell都是红色得刺眼字体好像咬牙切齿出来得血
这也是最后一次收到他发给他的“cool-est students”的长篇email
这大概就是到此为止的意思吧


其实我从来不想换博客
因为我压根也写不了什么东西
申请了各种各样的账户
到最后想写东西还是会去blogger
只是在blogger被block的地方
我又不会翻墙的情况下
就先用着tumblr吧
repost是个很令人发指的发明
repost的到底是不是我
也许是我的一部分
所以我大概也不会丢弃它
但是
可能
只有blogger才完完全全是我的

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想着blogger被封要不

就搬回以前注册可是一直没发东西的wordpress

结果..

tumblr有时候也不稳定 

到底是要叫我去哪里

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我想我并不是专一
只是精力少的可怜
可怜到
就只能这么盯着这么一个点

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我已经清醒到不知道为什么在这个点我还醒着
放假烂成泥

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My mother taught me this trick: if you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning, for example homework homework homework homework homework homework homework homework homework, see? Nothing. Our existence she said is the same way. You watch the sunset too often it just becomes 6 pm you make the same mistake over and over you stop calling it a mistake. If you just wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up one day you’ll forget why.

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Every move you make, I’ll be watching you.

What culture are we building for our home when we gladly use shame and punishment as tools to achieve the cleanliness we want? The time for the government’s strangling control of its citizens is long over, and national leaders continually engage communities in building a Singapore worth calling home. But as long as prominent public figures stubbornly insist on a steel grip to enforce results of a clean country, then the nation we are building is a cold and sterile one.

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Crime and Punishment.

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"Is the Internet moving faster than the FBI?"

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Tensions continue to simmer on the Korean peninsula, amidst bellicose rhetoric from Pyongyang warning that a state of war is “imminent”. Following a fresh round of UN sanctions, the hermit state has been especially testy, declaring the 1953 Armistice treaty with South Korea void, as well as withdrawing workers from the Kaesong Industrial Complex, a joint venture meant to promote goodwill between the two Koreas. Yet, it would seem that the young Mr. Kim is running out of tricks from his bag of threats.

Indeed, the only thing which has changed seems to be China’s attitude toward its petulant neighbour. The erstwhile supporter of the isolated North has softened its stance, supporting UN sanctions against the regime, and even appearing to rebuke its junior partner during a speech where Chinese President Xi Jinping stated that no country should be allowed to cause chaos “for selfish gain” – a comment that whilst indirect, was inescapably clear: though Beijing still remains Pyongyang’s most friendly and powerful international contact, the blank-cheque assurance of diplomatic support has long expired.

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不要自讨没趣.

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"死, 我确实害怕. 但空虚漫长的人生反不如浓缩的人生来得真切."

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蓝另一种蓝

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